recent mood

I hated  this ugly fugly smile!

Do I deserve?
I dont know why my mood was freakking hell fucking down recently!many things happen and I cant handle it as well perhaps.BRO get into some problem and mum is so so so worry about it.It seems like so illegaly and worst!
But i can do NOTHING!
hell-god!so, in conclusion is, I hated the FUCKING ASS-HOLE JERK!(not my bro)He always ruin my mum's feeling and related to my bro!
wtf he want?!
He used to ruin everyone's PEACEFUL life w/ the fucking attitude and behaviour..
He is a JERK!
I hated him!
Shameful to become your couz. 
A word to you = FUCK-OFF!