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Today is the last day for FEBRUARY..
but Im still in the play play mood...
exam is just around the corner...
god bless me..wth
mummy is waiting my result..
and judge on me...
scary scary..

YEAH..
tonight gonna go to auto city and buy some blingee stuff..
yuhoo..
wait till my neck also long le...
hahaha

skip..
just wake up at 12 noon today...
damn siok...
Long time din sleep till so late ady...
din hav to apportunity also..
even sunday also got singing class..ughh..
well, i'm hungry now..
hehehe..
so greedy..

again...
Im too excited for tonight...
hiak hiak hiak...

I promise myself to complete ALL the hworks...
DEAL..
till here..
bye..
and i gonna have my BRUNCH...




M

gals world..

yea..I'm here..again..
sometimes, oh no! its always..I was thinking about..aint gals world are so complicated..?
Its a feeling and so difficult to describe it..
You have to care everyone feeling and they too to you..if not..that is some problem happen..
Guys are so pretty easy to solve thier heart problem to each other..
even a fight?or just speech out..
But gals, there is no any true words between us..
If you talk straight forward..then you will know wad will happen..
If you talk turn here and turn there..then they will think you are so "fake"
sigh...
complicated right..?
arghhh..
this always ruin my feeling..
Its seems like nothing but the promblem is always there..

To miss F..
I'm so sorry that i cant care so much and put so much focus at you..
sorry about that..
you are so caring always and you din mind it too..
I was so busy today to listen another gal talking about other thing and I had missed the thing you told me just now..
seems like very serious..
sorry..
By the way, BESTIE FOREVER..mmuahkscxz

skip all the details..

I wanna improve my suck english..
as good as NIC wan..
It always make me feel shameful when NIC is talking so smooth to even a promoter..
arghhh
and
I HAVE MY OWN STYLE..!!
do your own baby..
to someone..X

skip..

YEAH..!
thr is a singing comp at 18-3-2009..
So excited and nervous too..
I gave myself a high target..
Dunnoe can archieve or not..
BUT I WILL DO MY BEST..!
GAMBATE yo..!

tuition time..

island red cafe Thai bolognese spagetthi with honey lemon...hearts yo..
keep tuition nowadays..island red cafe later then..
yanping hooi said the boss surely very suka us..because we dunnoe let him earn how much ady..== swt

i hearts the mango flovour..100 yen..<3

APC meeting..in the toilet..sigh..she is so pretty yo..

on the way bac to home..after tuition too..

during tuition..
took many and many of pictures..this is the most perfect picture...she agree too..

sigh..

Today is a super hot day..full of tiredness and laziness..sigh..
I know I not a good a enough friend..
But, gals..
dun think I'm angry when I was speechless..That is bcoz I'm very tired to talk k...??
dun think I'm moody when I did not SMILE..maybe sometimes i forget to SMILE..?
aint me so scary..?
who knows..
pampering myself with xx nowadays..==swt
hiakhiakhiaik..cool..
aiya, forgive me lahh..
really dunnoe wanna write wad fucking things mah..nothing to write pun larh..
sekarang kah tau.. ii mia life macam ini sien larh...==

yawn..

Keep tuition nowadays..
So tired but its worth if i can pass my exam.hopefully.?
Thr is a sipek angkuh eh teacher become temporary teacher over thr..someone is gonna crazy about him..yawn..omg
HE is so ham but its not our business right..? So we also dun care so much..
but my lovely monitor's cell is gonna damage becoz of him..haha...
So many picca but i'm so lazy to upload it..
with joxian, yanping...and also island red..haha...
I got so many thing to say but not at here..
really pekcek..
I wanna reduce my tension at here...!!
arhhhhhhhhhhhhhh

exam..==

exam is just around the corner..
and I haven prepare anything yet..but I will..soon..and not now..XD
I'm so worry about that..but as usual, I wont do anything unless one day before exam..phiew..
I wan to modified my phone..with blingee..Dun care anymore..
So I suggest NIC head to auto city with me this sunday...hehehe...
I'm in a good mood right now..
Dun let anything to ruin this situation..haikhaikhaik..
goin to tuition later then...
BYE..

M

yeappy..

Okay, since that the 1st post is a sad post..
obviously, this is a happy post...
I had change a brand new phone ady..
hee...
same as NIC wan..
sista phone yo..
same as mummy WAN..
mummy daughter phone yo..
same as aunty wan..
hee...
cause we are using the same phone..
hee....
i love my white wan..
boooo.....

i'm freakkk...

uhh...
wad a unlucky day..
Now oni I know that how was other ppl thinking about me..
comments.?? I care it so mauch I tell you..!!
I do dun think so much about how was my bloody atitude..
I dunooe that is totally wrong..
I sry about that.
But some of that really hurts me..
I cant accpect it as first..
But now..I'm awake..
Over means over..dun repeat it anymore then you wil be the winner..
Yea..I dun wan to think so much ady..
What i can do is just change my bloody attitude..That other ppl cant accept..
I do needs time right..??
Miss E..I will change iit and I promise to you..right here..
DEAL..??
Every thing wont ruin our flowers gals friendship..love ya..

SOmething I wanna to explain right here iss..
I'm not asking all the ppl to follow my way..
So, dun come and scold me since you are not in the status..
clear..?

I ♥ ma gals..

I heart my gals..
They are the one who always stand beside me when i get in trouble..
Always ready thier ear to listen me complaining this and that..
chewwwwweeeeeeeee....hee...
sharing each other secret is our favourite thing when we gather..
Ofcorse we wont discuss about someone or other ppl's gossip things..
Because it is non of our business..
we even always complain not enough time to chit chat...boooo..
how funny...
But our topic is always the same thing..==

i heart you guys..
and also ma two baby too..
mmuahkscxz..

with love...
yuetyi~M

♥ starting my journey

I'm here..
I have a lot of thing wanna share at here..
Firstly, I'm so gain to sing right now..
Since I watched the concert..really grand..
I know that is what I want..
I always know that "one moutain still got one moutain high".sigh..
I wanna DO it well..!SING it well..!
as well as I can..my target is to archieve my target.
I'm so shocked when I saw they are singing on the stage. BIG n GRAND stage..
with thousands of people..
even DATUK DATIN come too..
How come they will great as this..?huh..
JUN told me that they had almost ten years experience..nowonder..
So that I know I still have a big big big range compare with them..
I had promise mummy that I will take part for ALL the competition..yes, I will..
For last time, mummy always encourage me to take part but i dunwan at all.!
I have no confidence at all..
Take part in a competition is not so easy at all..It needs to spend a lot money for one time..
You dun mind it let me feel so touching..
thx mum to support me at least it is my dream..
A dream that I wont give up forever..
thx mum...i love you..
I will let you pround of me one day..
Although i'm not as pretty as NIC..but at least I wont let you dissapointed every time right.?
you are so cute, mummy...
thx..
mmuakhsxcz.

freakk..

Hi all, I'm here..
I had been a long time din chit chating at there ady..miss a lot.
uhh...Went KRS activity today, quite tired for the marching but i'm still enjoying it..:D
Test today, I'm so shocked when i saw mr. Rocky is wearing the KRS tee and waiting to fall in..funny.
I think he ady din come activity for two years...wow..kekez..
Well, meeting for jaycees APC after that..I'm very tired ady okay..? I'm moody I tell you.
As a conclusion, we had discuss nothing as usual, they asked us to set our budget.AGAIN..wif the same thing..
I'm so regret..!
If I'm not going to the meeting, I can also went penang with mummy and gurney after that...!!!
so regret!!! NIC bought so many thing but I have no one too...uhh!!unfair...bubu...TT
It is worth if we had discuss many larh..but now..?I have no any comment..!
Anyway, forget it larh...
YEAH..!!! E is going to singing class with me tomorrow..I think she is the most who excited..
wakaka...unspoken secret...shhhhhh...just keep it as our lil secret..hiakhiakhiak...
k larh..i have to go to bed ady..my eye bag is bigger and bigger each day...mooooo...

nitez all...
sweet dream...
mmuakkscxz...

M

Happie V'tines

HAPPY VALENTINES DAY TO YA ALL..!
Patry at Z'house..quite interesting. Happy moment..heehee..
It's quite tired because I din rest at all after the merentas desa..
So, I just wake up at 3.

Happy moment..<3
^^

Nothing to write..lack of idea..
bye..
I'm still dreaming..

Happy Valentines Day

hiie all..!
I'm here for second post..
Alright, tomorrow is VALENTINES DAY..
For those lil guy's baby exactly happy ofcoz..
But for me, maybe it is a nightmare..actually also not so scary lah..jk..hehehe
Well, HAPPY VALENTINES DAY..!

judging on myself

Schooling as usual, but I just woke up at 6.45...moooooo..
Rush till like insane..;D
My two lovely monitor are absent two two together.ugh..As a treasurer, i don't know why must i do all the thing..Quite interesting sometimes during skip the class and looking for teacher..hahahs..
Went to stuff room again and again..Now only I know how difficult it is as a monitor..Always monitor this monitor that..
Well, my monitor is quite responsible..Even two books also help us take to stuff room..good yea...love ya..=]
Chit chating with someone in msn..Till 4 o'clock also dont know eh..Rush again to there at 4..hahaha...Whole day rush here rush there..bluek
Yeah! Gonna having a BBQ party tomorrow night! Counted as DATE with my darlings..?don't know..heeeheee
It might be very joyfull..! Although I have no any honey, baby, dear..but I have a gang of darling gals..!haha..
I'm not feel so good for tomorrow's merentas desa..ugh!
I DUN WAN...!
School forced us go! Even teacher too..HNG..!!!

i'm serious

I'm here to blog for the second post.
Just texting with X. I cant accept the answer.
You told me that you tot I'm just kidding! Hey, man! I'm serious kay?
ugh..
This is not a word can explain it all.. And not just a word "sorry" then must I forgive you..
It's terrible! impossible!
It take a long time for me to recover.
I think I'm so foolish..aint me..?
Finally, i tell you all the truth..and guess wad..?huh? I think you wont know the feeling..! Forever..
By the way, this is not the final answer I wan.. It is out of what i expected.. true!
You ruin everything!
You consider that is just a joke..! not funny at all..
How good you!

i'm exhausted

I feel tired to every thing in this status right now. Trying to not caring so much of them, but I cant sometimes. Especially what I care so much about xxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxx
That's why I feel so down and moody now a days.
About something happen just now in the afternoon, i just think it that is the reason that I feel nothing to it! Really!
I wanted to cry at first. That's true! But now,for me..
Got means got, No means no! I wont care so much about it anymore! Yes, i said!
Don't feel pity or just wanna make me "happy???" then force yourself giving me wad you doesn't like.
No one will happy at last!
Really feel tired about it..!
Dun care anymore......
my brain have no extra space to keep extra thing that i xxxxxxx..

lucky dae..=]

SCHOOLING as usual today.Something different is just having hair spot check today..sounds scary..yark!!
I've hated the prefect that always "catch" me and blame me that my hair is long..(who you know)
Even there is only one inch also not enough..!I hated her and hopefully i cant meet her today..huh!
Fortunately, god bless me!Haha..
My heart beating so fast before they come in..Whole day cant relax..huh..
Well, they come in when the third period..
Although my hair is " a bit " longer than 3 cm, but the prefect is soooo good.. I loved her! Maybe I'm lucky..?who know..
Discipline teacher always pass by my class.. I can feel that Pn. Laew always staring at me. What i can do is just always using my hand to cover it then act as very hardworking. SO LAME!
Barber came to our school today. Means that, those friends who get "caught" will get a big new year present..! Its worthing rm2..
Our cutie mr. Rocky had get cut his hair in the discipline room..cool! You think everyone also got this change wan merh..?XD
Stay back at school till 2.30 although i have no 10th period.. Weird!
Tuition at 3.30 till 5..then 6.15 just reach home. Whole day used to wait ppl fetching me back!
DAMN ANGRY!!!
Well, I'm here to blogging now..hehe [=
Goin to tuition again at 8 till 9.30 .. Then go to survey some phones later.heeeee..=]
till here..
bye..

chimp ♥ champ ♥ chump

Hi thr..I'm here to blog..;D
mooooooooo I'm gonna mad with the bunch of homeworks!
Teacher,stop giving us homework okay? We have not enough time to complete it!
Well, I did a good job! I hav skip for add-math homework for 12 pages. Cool! And now,I'm regret!
I've to complete it by two days. Hey, friends..you are so lucky if you are not choosing art.. Account makes me Big Head to
add math..account..bm..bi..bc..modern math.....wad the hell!!!
bloody homeworksssss!
By right,today must be the most enjoyable day of the whole week for all the student like me.But now,i'm on the way to complete all my homeworks.It might be a long journy!cool..

I'm still moody since yesterday morning.I'm tired!My face is black.
So, stand away from me if it is possible.

Alright,lets talk about some happy moment.
I went auto-city last night,with my lovely family and cousin.They are cute!
We decided CITY-BOX for this time!It might be very fun..since I'm so moody yesterday,I'm not enjoying it at all.
Well, we too crazy at last just like last time..XD
Slide dance wif sisy NICOLE, Sexy dance with cousin sisy ADELINE and mommy..
Finally, i did body roll at there which teacher teached me last time..
We are touching each other xxx..dun talk about tat anymore..so shameful!
Someone text me last night,same guy-same thing.!ugh!I'm headache about this ady larh!
I cant even manage my own emotion ady some more have to XXXXXXXXX..ugh!
Whatever larh!Who call X is my bestie! ahah
Nevermind,i will ask you to treat me lunch..maybe old town?
Who call you win so much money...wkk..
Gonna use new phone next week,happy of course!

8.45pm..I'm extremely HAPPY right now!
You raise me up!
Woohuu...
Alright, is the time for me to do my homework right now since i'm in good mood.
I have do nothing from just now.

till here...
bye

my heartz is totally cracked..

Today might be my most down day in this new year.
Its cracked!totally!
Since yesterday i was so high,happy and whatever, it is cause by the same thing.!
You ruin my feeling!
My heart is not a play ground!
I'm totally down after knowing tat since morning.
Feel so moody during whole activity...arh..gonna crazy..
I've such a long time din cry ady.but this time..I'm lost of control!
I hated myself!DARNLY..!Not anyone else!
I trying not to care anymore bout this..but..I CANT!
I know that is not your fault but not mine too..!i care it damnly..
i hated myself to be like this!Can feel like i'm so foolish!
E told me tat she cant imagine how deep is it!It is totally out of wad she aspected!
Hey gal, just wake up and stop dreaming again!
You know wad is going on and you know what will happen the next wan right?
Than just accept it larh..!why are you still yelling here and there..?
DAMN IT!
I wont blame anyone!I hated myself........!!!!!!!!!
IT IS SO COMPLICATED
Cant describe wad is tat feelling..
Feel sry..?angry..?sad..?
Really no one will know me..!
I'm lonely..!My feeling is empty..!My heart is bleeding..!I'm nothing..!
ARRRRRRRRHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHH!!!!!!!



and without anyone..just included me n myself..
You will not understand what am I saying about..!
Just let me reduce my tension by this way..

Well, today's activity is quite interesting.I'm enjoying it sometimes..
I'm goin to auto city tonight.But i'm so moody right now..

happie bufdae dude..^^

HAPPY BUFDAE TO SERENE..
bufdae gal..stay pretty n cute yea..

♥ jus for sumone

There's a place in my heartz..
That's reserved..
just for some one..
for the dreams..memories..
that juz belong to me.. and myself..
n
without you..

belated CNY post ^^

kinda long time din post dee..coz of da CNY..!!
firstly, HAPPY CHINESE MOO YEAR to everyone here..^^
fortunately i din gain any weight..!but da fat on my body in juz on da way...omg..!

1st dae#
huh..my contact lens make me down..adjusting it for half hour jus for da one eye..so, i give up..!
visit to relatives house obviously..eat..eat..and eat..XD

2nd dae#
went ahma house to hav penang famous hokkien mee..
althought i dislike it..but it is really yummy since my ahma cooked..!
hehes...alright, went to cinema and watched THE WEDDING GAME..so crowded..good business yea..

3rd dae#
ahma house agian..steamboat this time..juz becoz of sumone is goin thr..
gathering wif all my dear flowers at night at yumiik's house..juz becoz of her 8a.s..we forced her to treat us steamboat..!!!wkk..so bad..well, gamble at thr..wif grasses too..win 50 sumthing..good job..!

4th dae#
juz went to GSC and watch movie wif nic and kenneth..BRIDES WAR..
kinda like it..especially ANNE HATHAWAY and KATE HUDSON...they are gorgeous..!

5th dae#
hang out wif my lovely flowers..again..ferry then rapid..arh..!who ask us dunnoe how to drive lerh..juz forget it lahh..happy moment again..

6th and 7th#
G stay..!thr is so high class and it was wad life style tat i want in further..!most happy is becoz i can juz WALK to gurney..how cool..!same like how i like cititel hotel in KL which beside to MIDVALLEY..!its COOL..!watched all well ends well again at 1.30 midnight..so, i slept in da cinema..!weird..==

lastly, i had spends all my red packet money and juz left around 50..damn weird..!
CONGRATULATIONS...!!! =[