bad dae..

my head is gonna crack..!damn pain..
maybe i'm lack of rest nowadays...==
i took cookies to my flowers todae...yummy yummy.. >.< cookie ingredient - flour + sugar + butter +sweet heart...keke... p/s:ofcoz this recipe is fake wan la...haha they ate my I n U... da lorvvv ofcoz i wont let them eat...<3..i'm so bad...wkk nestum butter cookie...^^ loveee....... i heartz this song... 街角的祝福... 多少个秋多少个冬我几乎快要被治愈好但还是会只因为一个重覆的话题就无心自扰也曾想过若真遇见我们应该如何是好我想我还是会站在某一个街角不让你看到只因为我不想打扰只因为怕你解释不了只因为现在你的眼睛里她比我还重要我只好假装我看不到看不到你和她在对街拥抱你的快乐我可以感受得到这样的见面方式对谁都好我只好假装我听不到听不到别人口中的她好不好再不想问也不想被通知到反正你的世界我管不了若不想问若不想被通知到就把祝福留在街角
多少个秋多少个冬我几乎快要被治愈好但还是会只因为一个重覆的话题就无心自扰也曾想过若真遇见我们应该如何是好我想我还是会站在某一个街角不让你看到只因为我不想打扰只因为怕你解释不了只因为现在你的眼睛里她比我还重要我只好假装我看不到看不到你和她在对街拥抱你的快乐我可以感受得到这样的见面方式对谁都好我只好假装我听不到听不到别人口中的她好不好再不想问也不想被通知到反正你的世界我管不了若不想问若不想被通知到就把祝福留在街角

♥ happie dae ♥

arrive skul todae at kinda mrning...huh...
as usual...E still talking bout xxx...huh...swt larh...
sit at da bench there...actually i hated to go at skul so early in da morning..especially if thr is oni me..!sumthing suck i cant accept..!i noe is not thier fault...but...suck too..haih...is like tat wan larh...

again...i slept at acounz period...not da 1st time dee...so paise...i wont do it nex time...but i say so every time...wkk

recess...

so siok..huh...long time din fat lan char.....quarell wif they all...so siok man...haha..treat thr like our house...^^

2.00...

balik rumah...!yeah

i'm so happy...i cant wait da time go through...wkk

again...suck...fortunately i meet E at after tat..if not i surely will do vandalisme wan...T.T

we non stop yelling at outside thr..

she tell da suck thing 1st wan..

so she get bac da same thing frm me..

both amtheh-ing...

she noe wad m i thinking...arhhhhhggggggggg

haih...dun care lahh...

i wanna bake cookies suddenly...so i ask mommy's secretary fetch me n buy sum ingredients...wkk...

i make it frm 5 to 8.30...so tiring...swt..==

here is it...

wkk...tat doesn't mean anything...

^^...homemade wan...do it myself...haha...trust me..

i hav OAD prepare sum foa my flowers...

fully hope they like it...hh..^^

love ya...

miss...

true friend r important to me...^^

damn love you all..^^

♥...i'm belong to my self... ♥

another life study...

i can feel tat form 4 life taught me many things...
so i changed a lot..
yes...i'm jus belong to myself...
it is such a simply sentence...but it cause too many quenstion mark in my hearts...lols..
i wont comparing myself to other any more..frm now...means 19-1-2009***5.45pm..
my responsiblity is just make sure tat i'm well.. alwiz..
it is soo suffer to compare to other gals every time...*especially the bunch of shit(u noe who i mean)...wkk...wtf..

now oni i understand tat ppl keep saying you this keep saying you tat is becoz they red eye on you...
you hav da standard oni ppl will shoot you...rite..?
yah...all of the letter is just in my mind...secret...
i wont remember it anymore....
new year new life new me...
jus be my own gal...
dun care wad other ppl tallking bout...since you noe wad r u doin...


i will be more happy frm now...
i'm appreciating wad belong to me right now..
i wont loose you...!even anything...!!!!!!

♥ latest picca ♥

baby m is here...

life study.. ♥

second post....



this is my latest picca...^^


yeah...life study..
life is just like a cup of tea..
it is in how you make it...

i'm lost..!totally..
form 4 study life is more harder than wad i think..
add mah..?even modern math..
account
english
lols...
i'm being mad right now...huh...
perhaps, i think i can handle it....
bu it is so difficult for me............huh...
i so tired.............for those silly subject...
luckily i'm not choosing science stream....
maybe..?it is more easier..?but i dun think so...i gonna crazy wif da acoount...desparate...


alright, i wont say so much nonsence anymore..........
continue my homework right now..huh......

form 4 is even harder than pmr..!!!!a lot..!!!!
big range..

♥ sundae ♥

just bac frm jusco..

how tiring..

well, this time is not going to hunt anything for new year..

it's jus for our room decoration..







well, i bought this..

is it nice..?

addicted to lace-sssss...romantic..hahaha

love it sooo much..






keep buying thing..

buy..buy..buy n buy...

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i bought marshmallow too...!

is it funny..?

so i 'm considering hav to eat or not..?

marshmallow= me..?

hahaha

eating myself...

joking larh..

ofcoz wil eat larh...i love it so much...pudding flavour..kaka...


hav to complete my homework rite now..
till here...

♥ happy moment ♥

wendy tan ♥ a gal tat alwiz belated one step than other ppl...chilish minded makes ppl dun dare to hurt her..
believe every thing tat i say..good gal...mmuah.. in love



J-yumiko ♥ most serious gal among us.. pretty..^^
da heart tat alwiz explain-ing sumthing to me make me soo loved her too...being scary when she is mad..haha



janice ng ♥ gal tat starting to crazy wif esther..sit together then non-stop laughting..
alwiz "quarel" wif me wif da nonsence..well, loved too..



mickey ng ♥ da most cincai girl..dunthink so much..always say CINCAI LA or WHATEVER..pretty gal tat non-acting infront of everyone...tat is just her..loved her too..



serene loo ♥ speaking out everything in her heart without cover anything..
make me feel she is so true..



esther koh ♥ the most crazy flower aong us..sexy is her surname..jus call her SEXY..
true heart n da non-acting is da point make me alwiz so loved her..^^
always sharing da secret wif me...make me so trusth her..




these are my flowers...
love them forever n never end..
another bestie is who you noe..


foong ling ♥ alwiz caring me n me too to her..wad to describe is jus we noe...shhh...secret...XD





FANTASTIC is da only word to describe all of them..
loveeee........

♥ appreciating all of these ♥

caution:this post will be very long..XD


since todae is saturdae but still hav o go to skul..
juz becoz of da CNY n other holidays...replacing tat..lols..
actually they also can no need replace wan ma..wanna giv us sum holiday duh dun ask us replace la..XD
too many homeworks tat i cant finish last nig..todae morning i'm not going to skul..
juz becoz of da s2upid class decoration..am teh..haha
rushed to skul at 8.45...how yeng..haha..met naga when on da way to class..huh..swt
i'm regret..i din go to skul at 7..esther them went ti A block thr to sing new year song..==
p/s:we alwiz like that wan...da most sampat s2udent in CLB..this is juz us
amtheh..
till now still beh-siok-ing...haha


i change a lot..
turn to a new leaf..?swt


since i join wif them..whatever in skul or wad..even in shopping complex..sumtimes i'm thinking tat..aint we to over..?huh..who care..?lols..
becum more happy..
no more bitchy things around me..
no more jeolousing..
no more acting..
no more showing off anything..
or whatever..
i think this is jus me...true..
i'm really happy right now..
really..n also enjoying it..


THIS IS ONLY DA TRUE ME..
smile frm my deep heart
laught because i'm happy
cry because i'm sad
hmm..this is da most comfortable way to live..


i'm using da true heart to making friend to everyone..dun try to spoilt my dream k..?
i appreciate every thing right now..
it is so comfortable for me..no more any pressure n sadness..sounds good rite..?
appreciating my friendship
appreciating da relationship wif my family
appreciating friends tat be wif me wif da TRUE HEARTs
appreciating all da things tat mommy gave me..
i feel so lucky tat mommy born me to this world..


true hearts..
mmuah
thx all of you making me so loved..





this year might be a good year..
hmm..
i will DO my best to let every thing smooth n in my plan..
new jazz..sing..result..save money..n every thing juz in my mind..i promise ;)

♥

i hav reach one of all tat in my wish list...
yeah..again..thx mum..
i cant imagine tat one dae without you..haha..really heart you, mum..mmummummummuah..
big kiss..♥♥♥♥♥♥
yes..i get a GUESS watch ady..is tat miracle..?haha...for a secondary s2udent..i think da life you gave to me is too much than enuf..1st time i say so..are you hapy..?hahs
well, da next target tat i want to reach is not cosmetics..not bagss..not blingee stuffs and so on..
i wan my 1st sem result to be very good..!
YES, i mean very good...
i swear...
till here...
todae is too tired for me..
i gonne hav a nap now..
till here...
bye



mmuah

♥ 2009 wish list ♥

`colour flying result..fully hope
`becum pretty - most important
`fair skin..
`improve my suck english...
`dance well my new jazz..
`improve my singing technique
`change my bad atitude..
`get my own style..
`benefit cosmeticsss
`a GUESS watch..perhaps..






MOST IMPORTANT FOR ME IS
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GIRLFRIENDSHIP FOREVER N NEVER END WIF ALL MY LOVELY FLOWER..^^

~♥foong ling
~♥jiazhen
~♥esther
~♥yinzhi
~♥minqi
~♥liying
~♥jadepoh



mmuah
love you all ♥♥♥


till here..

schooling life again..!

i've been soo long time din renew my blog dee...i think now is da time for me...haha
fully hope tat i can do my best in this year..i dunwan mommy dissapointed again n agian..
but..that is sum suck thing happen...
wad da hell..
you r rejected k..?get out frm my life..!frm now..!huh..
i cant control my self anymore..damn it..!y can i be like this..?maybe you din understand wad m i talking bout..but its truth...!
i cant sleep cause of this...every nite texting with my dearest flower till midnight..well,she is da one who noe wad happen in this world..
i dunwna other ppl noe it..!
it is so shameful..yark..!!
you ruin my life....!!!!!!!
you controling my feeling..!happiness,sadness...
flower asked me a question last night..
i cant believe da answer is YES I WILL..!
i think my problem is serious than her man..!lolx..
sry for my rudeness..
i think i hav to stop at here..
bye..